Uhh, it's one of those really shitty days.
I feel like my life is slipping away and I have nothing
I also feel terribly lonely, the only people that seems
happy to see me is the ladies at the post office.
And here's a little paradox, I'm going to Hemsby this
weekend but I rather stay home to avoid shit bags.
I'm only going to see Restless and of course Slim Slip
& the Sliders very last gig and try and sell some stuff
at the car boot sale.
Yeah, I'm a bundle of joy at the moment.
OK, there's some things that are nice too...
Like these vintage (1960's I believe) candle holders.
I got the pair for £1 in one of the local charity shops
when I was in town today.
Don't know if I'm keeping them or not.
I also really like Goji berries.
I eat them instead of sweets.
They are rich in antioxidants and vitamin c, perfect
when trying to avoid to get a cold or the flu.
I realize that I need a change in my life.
I wanna get back to being more creative and healthy.
My plan this autumn is to get my 23 inch waist back,
i.e, a lot of exercise and healthy food.
(I've had too many carbs lately.)
Gonna start out with loads of walks, bought myself a
pedometer today, and next week I'm back at the gym
and in the pool.
I might start doing yoga, that should be beneficial for
both mind and body.
I also have to read up on natural antidepressants, my
brain doesn't produce enough serotonin and I don't
want to go on yet another dose of Prozac.
The weather doesn't make it easier, I need to invest
in a light box this year. (For SAD.)